So confused

This is for Evilyn! and so was the last chap!

27.So confused

I thought that the one i loved,was Will and i still do.Maybe i just don't want to lose a close friend.I can't imagine becoming his consort,or even thinking of him as my husband,when i have always thought of him as my best friend.Why has Will been acting strangely?I miss him,his smile,his wonderfully soft hair,beautiful pale face-this was a feeling that i have not felt before.When he was with me,it felt like he was a sensation that was sweeter than sugar- didn't notice that it could be so addictive.I wonder where he is right now?I wish he would come back to my side.Soon enough my wish did come true.He stood next to the window with wounds on his body,then he just dropped unconscious-i dragged him to the nearest room and laid him on the bed.

"What happened to you?Will",i said.
"I went to kill Xavier for what he tried to do to you",he answered.His bright bloody eyes staring at me.
"Why?please stop!i don't want to lose you",i said weeping against his chest.
"Sorry,my wounds will heal in the next morning-it will be faster if i feed.But i don't think you're ready...."
"I am",i said pulling his head to my neck and hugged him tightly.
".........."
"I will be fine,just don't do anything reckless that might kill you!......I Love you Will",i wept.He took a deep breath then quickly kissed me-it was quite arousing and it was as if i could feel his love.I answered back by kissing him softly,rather than the passionate ones i get from him.
"I have always loved you",he whispered softly in my ear then he bite me-before i could answer him.

From that time on,i had already decided which person i would choose.Will was now my whole world,i just wanted him to be by my side for the rest of our lives and hopefully-the afterlife as well.I am happy that he had the same feelings as i did,if only i was a vampire than i too would be able to make him happier-than my current state.I hope Carson agrees to my decision,and continue being my best friend.

THE NIGHT OF JUDGMENT

"Are you sure you want to attend Will?",i asked Will.
"Of course,i wouldn't want anyone else touching you",he said kissing me.
"Then shall we?",i asked.
"We shall",he said grabbing my arm-we met Carson at the door.
"Then shall we proceed?since the guests have arrived",father said.
"I have already chosen 'the' person father",i said happily.
"Who is it?",he asked excitingly.
"It's my true love Duke William Cresent",i said hugging my father.
"I am so happy for you",he said.For once he actually hugged me tightly,father announced the news.Everyone was overjoyed- we all danced,Will insisted on dancing with me.

"You look so alluring that i could just attack you",Will said grinning while we were dancing.
"Not in front of everyone,and also not until you become my husband",i said laughing.Before i knew it he started kissing my neck,and i could feel a smile appearing on his face while kissing me.
"What are you doing?!",i asked him.
"Kissing my wife-to be",he said continuing.
"Wait Will....",then i was kissed passionately.And for some odd reason everyone started clapping,while i blushed away.