Saturday, February 28, 2009

How unusual

33.How unusual

"What do you mean by 'Might Be'?".
"I didn't want to scare you,actually you are",he said still holding me.
"I must go back home immediately",he suddenly said.
"Why?.......i...don't understand right after you tell me something like this,you have to leave!",i said pushing him away.
"There's a rule we vampires must follow....which is to leave our beloved when she is about to bare a child".
"But you can't i wont know what to do...and i can't live like that",i said crying against his chest.
"Don't worry you will figure out everything by yourself,i know you can",he mesmerizingly whispered.
"Wait!....does that mean i have to figure out what to do on my own?",i asked.
"Yes,i must not say anything to you about it.It is how you are supposed to learn about vampires."
"Very well then,when are you going to leave?",i asked.
"Right after i feed",he said grinning.
"But i thought you said that we both were supposed to feed on Caen?",i asked bewildered.
"Unfortunately yes".

Will fed on Caen and then left,he insisted he see me feed.But i told him that my stomach hurt and he shoulde leave first.How did this suddenly happen?i wondered to myself.My birthday is about to come,in which i turn 17.How should i tell my father about this?How am i supposed to bear a child when i have no clue of what to do.

Just like magic,time pasted by.Caen took care of me well this past month and i still have not felt any sign of which i was pregnant for a month.My appitite was normal,i looked normal,i felt normal and i haven't gained weight at all.But Will clearly told me to feed on Caen before he left.....anyway there was one thing which has changed,i am really energetic now.In the middle of the night i drag Caen out of bed and we go for moonlight runs.9 months have passed and yet no signes at all.I told Caen that i did not have a baby in me,but the minute i said the words my stomach ached as if i was burning in hell.I clenched my stomach and screamed,Caen quickly put me on a bed and called for a doctor.


The doctor claimed that there was infact a baby which seemed like a month old.Caen frowned and did not say a word to the doctor.Caen realised that a normal doctor would not understand and Will was right,i had to find out on my own.No one came to visit me and pay their respects,it seemed like i was locked up in a desolate place.Caen would always comfort me and tell me it will all be over soon.Months have passed and i could feel a life growing inside me but very slowly,but nothing was really wrong with me.It was Caen who was changing,he could never sleep,he lost his appetite and i did not need his blood at all.He claimed it was nothing and said"i'm just tired that's all",with a weary smile on his face.


I had no news of Will or his family.But one fine day Caen's grandfather appeared and took Acen away.He said"I will treat him and send him back when he is well enough",and left.After a few days i felt very sick and could not eat and my stomach was killing me.Just then i noticed that this thing inside me is killing me slowly,but why was i fine when Caen was around?and why was he ill?A week later Caen's grandfather sent me a letter saying"He is fine now and will return soon,but i heard that you were unwell.I shall send him as soon as i can".Soon was very soon,acen was at my doorstep the next day."My grandfather has clearified why i was ill and why you are ill now",he said blood draining his face."He knows that this child in you is sucking the life out of me because i am not human,once i have disappeared it sucks the life out of you as if you were food".


Months passed and it is now winter.I think that the child is growing normally now,and the doctors were able to treat me.They said that i was expected to deliver in a month's time and should be very careful.I told Caen that he should go home,and if i needed anything i would send for him immediately.This was my battle and i had to face it alone.A few nurse maids were hired to care for me and they were preparing for the baby's arrival.I was in my bed that night thinking that in a week's time i would give birth and it gave me the shivers.Just as i was about to doze off,i heard a sound come from the door.I was too tired to be scared and thought it was one of the maids.


"You will do as i say and i will not harm you",said a voice which was very close to me.
"Who are you",i said sleepyly.
"I see that you cannot walk.I will carry you then",and i fell asleep thinking that it was someone i knew who was sending me to another room in an akward manner.When i woke up it was night time and i was in a large room,warm and magnificent."Where am i",i said sitting up in the bed."Your in my residence now",a voice said which seemed familiar to me."You slept soundly for 2 days in a strangers mansion",he said laughing."You need not fear me girl,i am only after your man",he said."I'm a werewolve and i have a score to settle with William"."Excuse me,but can't you see that i am about to give birth and in no condition to be kidnapped!",i went to the balcony and saw a man with black hair,i stood behind him and said "Will won't know that i am here".

Monday, February 16, 2009

New Life

Hey,sorry very late chapter! i have been busy and there was a few incidents.Anyway on to the chapter!

32.New Life

In the end,everything was back to normal and my fencing lessons continued.My violin lessons were always postponed and so i could not learn much.Xavier never showed up for a long time that Will started to worry,but his feelings never surfaced.That night Caen,Will and father went to a party while i read my books in peace.Father and Caen arrived earlier than Will and went to bed,i waited for Will to return but he did not return.Suddenly,when i was about to return to my books and wander off to dreamland,I heard a loud "bang" on the door.Will was standing there,his face was flushed and he was slouching.I ran to his side to help him but he pushed me away and tried to walk himself.Then i watched as he walked up the stairs as if he wasn't drunk.Truthfully i smelt the sent of alcohol the minute he appeared before me,i gracefully walked up the stairs and offered to help him again.This time he put his hand on me and quietly walked by my side,i opened the door and helped him to the bed.When i was about to blow out the lights and go to sleep,he pulled my hand with such force that my eyes watered.

"Sorry",He said with such a sorrowful face.
"Even vampires can get drunk",i said laughing.
"You have been through many hardships because of me",he said slowly yet gently kissing my hand.
"I'm tired and you're yet to be yourself".
"I have fancied you for a long time.....you know that?",he asked.
"Yes,i do".
"Time flies when your happy",he said.
"Yes,i agree i am already going to turn 17 next month".Then he let go of my hand and i blew out all the lights except for one.I climbed into bed and felt the warmth of the thick blankets,then i felt Will's hands around me.
"What are doing?",i asked.
"I told you i can't wait any longer!",he said with such anger.The minute i heard those words i turned and looked at him.
"Do you need blood?!",i asked him anxiously.
"No! i just had some yesterday.I.....w..ant...you",he said.
"You don't have to witness this",he said.
"I will make it,so that you don't feel a thing",he said.And then i was floating in a pool of warmth,like i didn't have a care in the world.With that feeling i went to sleep.

When i woke up,i felt energized and yet at the same time painful.Will was still asleep and it was a nice and sunny day,i went to the bath to bathe.When i was wading in the tub,i noticed that my skin had turned dark red and it ached when i touched it.I screamed and grabbed my towel,then Will came running in.

"Calm Down",he said holding me close.
"What happened?",i said with a shocked expression.
"Do you remember anything from last night?",he asked.I thought back and then i remembered something,Will was telling me that it would be alright and i can do it.But do what?.
"I do vaguely remember",i said.
"I had no other choice.....i only did it to protect you",he said tightening his grip.
"What did you do to me?",i asked.
"You will notice soon enough",he said.
"I feel completely energized and yet there's this feeling of pain at the pit of my stomach",i said.
"From now on i won't feed on you for a while and the both of us need to depend on Caen as our food source",he said.
"ME?!",i said.
"Caen has already agreed and is ready for your first feed",he pointed at my stomach,and rubbed it with a smile.
"Am i........don't tell me........pregnant?!",i asked.
"You might be",he answered.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

After the duel.....

you guys should seriously listen to the new Bond song-Another way to die by Alicia Keys and Jack White! It seriously rocks and sorry for the late chapter,for the people who voted thank you so much!!


31.After the duel...

Father and Caen went back to work and i started cleaning up,just as i was a bout to wash my face- Will stood behind me and said"What are your commands my Queen?",he asked.
"My first command is for you to.......for you to...",i said without deciding what i wanted him to do.
"Shall i decide for you?",he said standing up.
"Wait,you should stay away from me",i said.
"You are always hugging me and kissing me and i don't like it one bit",i said again.
"Are you sure?!",Will said with a grin.
"Then as you wish my lady",he said bowing and leaving.

I was relieved when Will walked away and i was alone again,in so many months.But that also meant one thing,researching again!I had decided sometime ago that i would stop,but i didn't want to disappoint father.I went to the library expecting Will to follow me,but he did not.I read some of the history books for almost 4 to 5 hours and yet there was still no sign of Will,i noticed that i was lonely and when i touched my cheeks,i could feel tears running down my face.But then i thought i would see him tonight,since he always slept in my room and we would be together most of the time.

I was so agitated that my stomach was silent throughout the night,and i had skipped dinner and supper.There was still no sign of Will not even the slightest,i have never experienced such a melancholic feeling before.It was already dawn and i didn't sleep a wink last night,i got dressed and rushed to the dinning room for breakfast,hoping that he might have been waiting for me there.Instead Caen was there having breakfast in wolf form,i was shocked and i went to sit next to him.I whispered"Why are you in that form?".He shook his head and licked me,i enjoyed it and hugged him tightly.Then i thought back,Will had taken me seriously when i said"Wait,you should stay away from me".

I ran to the garden and screamed out loud"Will you idiot why are you ignoring me!".
"Because you told me to stay away from you",he said hugging me from the back.
"Don't ever tell me to do such a thing ever again",he said.I turned to him and kissed him.He was so surprised that he started laughing,i was happy i could see him laugh and stand beside me again.
"You never showed up!Even at night",i said pouting.
"I was there but just not next to you that's all",he said.
"Sorry,i ever asked for something like that",i said.
"You could always compensate for what you did",he said grinning.
"Why would i when it was your fault you made me say such horrible things!",i said angrily.
"In any case now i know how much you love me",he said with a smirk.I wanted to tell him how much i did love him,but i wasn't the type of person who would immediately express my feelings.




Saturday, December 20, 2008

Unexpected abilities

Sadly this story is going to end soon.(cries).Everyone should listen to the song "About a girl"!

30.Unexpected abilities

I gave up trying to move and just stayed there staring at him.How magnificent his features were and his hair was unlike a humans,it was soft and silky.His skin was a light pink shade,which made him glow in a way when the sun hits his skin.I could here the maids whispering and staring at us trough a hole in our room door.I heard them giggle and say 'I wish that was me',and i suddenly thought that i was lucky to have a being like him in love with me.I hated fairy tale's because of the prince charming which never seemed to exist,but mine did and he wasn't normal.I always wondered if he could read minds,but i don't think he can.If he does learn to read mine at some point then he would know that i think about him most of the time,which i never want him to know!

"Too bad",Will said smiling.
"You're awake",i said.
"And my new gift is to read minds",he said holding me closer.
"The maids are watching.Stop it!",i said whispering.
"Let them see,how beautiful you are in my arms",he said.Just as he tried to kiss me,i covered his mouth.
"Don't you ever take me seriously?",i asked.
"Not when you're good enough to eat",he said grinning.I couldn't help laughing myself,then he caught me off guard and kissed me.
"Its late,and i have to get out of my night gown and get dressed",i said trying to escape his embrace .
"But there's nothing for you to do",he said trying to make excuses.
"I know! lets have a duel",i suggested.
"If i win you have to obey everyone of my commands",i said.
"But if i win,you have to stay with me for the whole day,and let me do whatever i want",he said.
"Ok,i agree",i said running from him.

I got ready and had breakfast with Caen.I was happy to wear the fencing suit,because i didn't have to wear a corset and a dress.To day i was a bit more carefree and i could breath in and breath out normally.By the time i finished eating my fill,i skipped to the training hall where we would start fencing.Since Caen thought me fencing,he insisted he come and watch.To my surprise Will was all dressed and prepared,and father was also there at his side.I put on my fencing vest and bowed,took my stance and waited.He laughed and said "Good luck".He bowed and took his stance.

I charged toward him,suddenly he split himself and he smiled.I new that it was one of his gifts,so i reacted quickly and went for one of the Will's.To my surprise i had slashed the real Will's arm and his image disappeared.Caen and father were happy to see that i had won,but i thought it was too easy and insisted another round.We both bowed and took our stance,his wound healed in minutes and i was beckoned to make the first move again.He moved so fast that i couldn't see where he was trying to attack me from.But his last move was visible,i saw an opening near his leg.But when i aimed for his leg,he countered and made an expression of victory.Then i quickly moved to attack his arm.He swiftly blocked my surprise attack to his arm,"Not bad",he said."You're not bad yourself",i said.

Then i poked him in his chest and i slashed his vest open,to my surprise my sword was so sharp that it had slashed his vest.But he didn't give up,he aimed for my back and i moved my sword to my back where he had appeared and blocked his attack.Then i quickly turned to him and slashed his vest again,he countered it and i couldn't hold my stance and fell to the floor.But i managed to slash his knee,and i considered it as a victory.I hugged Caen and thanked him for all the lessons,father was also very happy,and i hugged Will because i injured him.But his wounds healed in seconds,and i got a passionate kiss from him.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

The Nightmare

29.The Nightmare



As i slowly drifted to sleep in Will's arms,i had a dream.Will was standing in a meadow,it was full of flowers which all had different colours.I ran to him,then all of a sudden he smiled and disappeared.I looked everywhere for him,but he didn't seem to be there anymore-i fell to knee's and started crying.Then he appeared again but this time he was covered in blood,he fell on me and said"I love you",and then his heart stopped beating.I panicked and began screaming and crying-telling him to wake up that this was all a bad dream.


"One of my gifts is to appear in other people's dreams",i heard a voice say.
"How can you be in my dream?",i asked.
"Well actually i was the one who killed Will",Xavier said smiling.
"And you will have the same fate",he said.Then he transformed into a hideous beast.He had huge claws and had bat wings,sharp fangs and everything that a monster would have.
"Now die",he said biting me.I screamed and woke up.


"Sorry,i left a mark on your neck.I licked it so that it would heal,its one of my gifts",Will said.
"You never let go",i said.
"No,i didn't and sorry you had a terrible nightmare",he said wiping of the sweat in my neck and face.
"But i had fun,you kept on saying 'Will don't leave me I love you!' and i responded by saying i loved you to,then you became quiet and so i licked your wound off",he said.
"Did you know that Xavier can come into anyone's dreams?",i asked.
"Yes,it was one of his gifts",he said.I burried my face in his chest and felt the warmth.
"You should,try to sleep i will make sure he won't interfer",he said kissing me.


I did sleep but the method used in order to make me sleep was unfair.He had to feed in order to keep Xavier out,he even teased me before doing such a thing.But it was helpful,i fell asleep hugging him.As if he was my doll and he never let go.I woke up at 10 in the morning,and Will was fast asleep-i tried to push his hands away but he was to strong.Then Caen came into the room and saw Will hugging me while sleeping.He then laughed while closing the door and i tried to push harder,instead of releasing me he tightend his grip and i couldn't even move.I gave up and i noticed how close we were and started blushing.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Its not the end

How am i gonna top of the next chap?!

28.Its not the end

Zack and Cody congratulated us. Caen did too!It was a night i would never forget,i was supposed to live with Will in his mansion.But he insisted on staying here till we get married,and father was about to leave for Scotland tomorrow until January.It was a long time,so Caen insisted on staying with us-and as usual Will and Caen started fighting.I ignored them and went to the garden to smell the roses,which were at their peak.Then i heard noises in the bushes,out came a little puppy.I believe it was a blood hound,and was a rare specimen in this part of England.It was so cute i decided to keep him,i named him Brown because of his fur.

"Hey,where did you find him?",Will said getting all excited.
"In the bushes,and guess what?",i said.
"You want to keep him?",Carson said.
"Yes i do!",i said letting Brown lick my face.
"Why would you want to do that,when you have me?",Carson said.I ignored him.
"So everyone has gone home,and most of the servants have gone to sleep",Will said.
"Yeah and i am tired,Caen can you take care of Brown for me?",i asked him.
"Alright,but only for one night",he said taking the dog.Will then put his arm around my shoulder.
"Well,now that there are no disturbances-shall we go?",Will asked.
"Where?",i asked.
"To the room where you sleep",he said.We walked hand in hand,talking about trivial things.When we reached the room there was a present on my side of the bed.
"How did this get here?",Will said.We both read the card,it said 'Congratulations cousin.From Xavier.Ps i hope to see you soon'.
"That mad man!",Will said throwing the present out the window.I stood there speechless,thinking that he might attack me when i was sleeping.

"Don't worry Cassandra,i will always be by your side-even when you're sleeping",he said hugging me.
"He looked a lot like your mother",i said to him.
"Yes,he does",was the response i got from him.The whole night Will held me close to him,i tried to sleep and forget about Xavier-but i just couldn't.
"You should try to sleep",Will said.
"I can't,its because you're too close-thats why i am getting nervous",i said blushing.
"Then maybe i should go",he said moving away.
"NO!",i said pulling him closer.
"You know.....if you say that,i might just attack you",he said grinning.For some reason i started crying in his chest.
"Don't worry,calm down",he said stroking my hair.I fell asleep in a second.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

So confused

This is for Evilyn! and so was the last chap!

27.So confused

I thought that the one i loved,was Will and i still do.Maybe i just don't want to lose a close friend.I can't imagine becoming his consort,or even thinking of him as my husband,when i have always thought of him as my best friend.Why has Will been acting strangely?I miss him,his smile,his wonderfully soft hair,beautiful pale face-this was a feeling that i have not felt before.When he was with me,it felt like he was a sensation that was sweeter than sugar- didn't notice that it could be so addictive.I wonder where he is right now?I wish he would come back to my side.Soon enough my wish did come true.He stood next to the window with wounds on his body,then he just dropped unconscious-i dragged him to the nearest room and laid him on the bed.

"What happened to you?Will",i said.
"I went to kill Xavier for what he tried to do to you",he answered.His bright bloody eyes staring at me.
"Why?please stop!i don't want to lose you",i said weeping against his chest.
"Sorry,my wounds will heal in the next morning-it will be faster if i feed.But i don't think you're ready...."
"I am",i said pulling his head to my neck and hugged him tightly.
".........."
"I will be fine,just don't do anything reckless that might kill you!......I Love you Will",i wept.He took a deep breath then quickly kissed me-it was quite arousing and it was as if i could feel his love.I answered back by kissing him softly,rather than the passionate ones i get from him.
"I have always loved you",he whispered softly in my ear then he bite me-before i could answer him.

From that time on,i had already decided which person i would choose.Will was now my whole world,i just wanted him to be by my side for the rest of our lives and hopefully-the afterlife as well.I am happy that he had the same feelings as i did,if only i was a vampire than i too would be able to make him happier-than my current state.I hope Carson agrees to my decision,and continue being my best friend.

THE NIGHT OF JUDGMENT

"Are you sure you want to attend Will?",i asked Will.
"Of course,i wouldn't want anyone else touching you",he said kissing me.
"Then shall we?",i asked.
"We shall",he said grabbing my arm-we met Carson at the door.
"Then shall we proceed?since the guests have arrived",father said.
"I have already chosen 'the' person father",i said happily.
"Who is it?",he asked excitingly.
"It's my true love Duke William Cresent",i said hugging my father.
"I am so happy for you",he said.For once he actually hugged me tightly,father announced the news.Everyone was overjoyed- we all danced,Will insisted on dancing with me.

"You look so alluring that i could just attack you",Will said grinning while we were dancing.
"Not in front of everyone,and also not until you become my husband",i said laughing.Before i knew it he started kissing my neck,and i could feel a smile appearing on his face while kissing me.
"What are you doing?!",i asked him.
"Kissing my wife-to be",he said continuing.
"Wait Will....",then i was kissed passionately.And for some odd reason everyone started clapping,while i blushed away.